Saturday, October 3, 2009

Just-A-Fixation (Justification)

I climb up Jacob's ladder and open up Pandora's box
I fall down the ladder and "click" goes the locks
Out comes the pain,
and the smiles drop.
Nerves shock the body,
FREEZE,
I stop in shame.
Breath, justify, conclude, and blame.
And the itzy bitzy spider went up the spout again.

"I am fixated on the past only reminscing of what was once was now is now. The past has caught up from behind me to watch as a run the race of life. To my oblige, i have support... a roaring lion and a ferocious dragon. "They" say history repeats itself. well in this case im history... and im history. call out to the lost for they will not be found but only by the hand of you. It is up to you now. goodbye and so long, so long as you say goodbye to me."
-Anonymous

Why is my past coming back to me? Why do I cause conflict? Why do i create slugs from doves?Because I am destructive. I am the attacker. I am the serpent. I am the single light in a sea of darkness. I am attractive. I could be back... but who knows? only the future