I climb up Jacob's ladder and open up Pandora's box
I fall down the ladder and "click" goes the locks
Out comes the pain,
and the smiles drop.
Nerves shock the body,
FREEZE,
I stop in shame.
Breath, justify, conclude, and blame.
And the itzy bitzy spider went up the spout again.
"I am fixated on the past only reminscing of what was once was now is now. The past has caught up from behind me to watch as a run the race of life. To my oblige, i have support... a roaring lion and a ferocious dragon. "They" say history repeats itself. well in this case im history... and im history. call out to the lost for they will not be found but only by the hand of you. It is up to you now. goodbye and so long, so long as you say goodbye to me."
-Anonymous
Why is my past coming back to me? Why do I cause conflict? Why do i create slugs from doves?Because I am destructive. I am the attacker. I am the serpent. I am the single light in a sea of darkness. I am attractive. I could be back... but who knows? only the future
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Oh RJ, if I only coudbe there for you!*sigh* Keep the faith! <3 Propz Pilgrim
When you recognize destructiveness or other negative things in your conduct, you have taken the necessary first step to improving. So hang in there and figure out what you need to do to be the person you want to be. Don't get discouraged if progress is slow. Just keep at it.
*hugs*
And as Pilgrim says, keep the faith.
Hmmm...
How very cryptic.
I'm sure whatever it is can overcome. Have faith. All will turn out ok in the end.
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