Matrix Rampage/ Sleepover

Ok so I put up a game at the bottom of my page. I am a BIG Matrix fan for many reasons and I thought it would be fun to play a game on someones page. Please let me know if you like it or not. 

So now for the story. I went over to my teen (youth) leader for my church because we were having a make your own pizza night. I was of course sick so I didnt get to make any pizza but did drink a lot of coke. I must confess that I am a cock I mean coke-aholic :) Thats the first step to recovery, right? Anyway, I was just hanging out with my friends and their parents and one of my friends from the tennis team (yes, I play tennis) decided to come. Lets call him M. He is jewish and and went to a Christian party thing so it was unexpected but he is kinda hot and waaaaay to crazy for me. So yea I am most certainly sure he is either gay or bi because of what happened during the tennis season. ok time for a mini story:

so almost every practice me and him would just sit on the bench and chill/talk about different things. And whenever we would finish talking he would stand up with a massive erection. omg he might be short but he is big. So i would always check it out but most of the time he wouldnt notice I could see it or he would try and find a way to hide it himself. and also whenever we would play I could always see him with a big one and he would be adjusting it. Maybe he is turned on by tennis lol aand not to mention he would always give me random hugs, but this was only when we were alone. Whenever the team was around he would completely change and talk about girls or something like that. stupid peer pressure.  so yea nothing beyond hugging and me staring at his doodle happened. and the occasional head on my shoulder whenever we went on the bus for away games. But im pretty sure my whole team is gay lol they all would hit on me. I got butt-slapped, felt up, and party-boyed constantly. And I was the most straight acting one on the team lol I also felt this one guys doodle by accident because we had fallen and my hand went right on it. It was so squishy lol too bad i also crushed his balls and he was on the floor dying for about 10 minutes lol good times. alright back to the original post.

So yea M came over to the party and it was really fun. I just talked to different people and then we had a devo (devotional) where we talk about things in the bible and relate it to our lives and the last question my teen leader asked was what is something you have been persistent in during your prayers (the theme of that devo was persistence) and I raised my hand and shared about my uncle and his condition and how ive been praying for him nonstop. many of them already knew about it but it was still very hard to talk about. while i was sharing about it I got this big lump in my throat and felt that I was gonna cry so I stopped what I was saying because well idk really. I am very insecure sometimes. so I stopped and after the devo was over I went and talked to one of the most wise men Ive met. He helped me out so much and I thank him for that. 

After we talked we watched the Lakers-Nuggets game (wasnt much of a game) and just hung out. It boiled down to me, M, Kellen (from earlier posts. he is now in a sling for 6 weeks after shoulder surgery. Hes now dubbed "the cripple" lol), my teen leader (it was at his house), Chad (from earlier posts too), Josiah (this kid can crack you up so quickly cuz of how witty yet dumb he is lol), and my friend Drake. We watched the game and ate ice-cream (its good for a sore throat) and were just laughing. I love my friends. After Kellen, Chad, and M left it was only me, Josiah, and Drake. We then switched it to playing Street Fighter 4 for the PS3. Just to put it out there, I SUCK at that game lol I can rock anyone at Tekken or the other ones but not Sreet Fighter 4. Stupid Ryu lol So Drake called his dad and asked if I could sleep over. He said yes and we left at about midnight. 

I went over to his house and we played a really old game called NBA Baller. During the loading screen they always show a player and this time they showed Chris Paul. Out of nowhere he says "thats a good looking guy." I say "Yeah he has a good smile." And then he says "Yeah he has nice eyes." In my head im thinking WTF are you saying Drake? I thought you were straight? Why would you say that? so then I replied with "Yup, hes a looker."  I was horrible at the beginning losing 11-4 or 11-6 but by the end of the night I had finally beat him! I found a way to make only 3 pointers and just dimolished him lol he wanted a rematch but I said no because I was tired and I wanted to bask in the gloriousness of a victory. Ok so now its bedtime. 

He only has one bed in his room so we share it. Its a queen size so we can both sleep comfortably. Or atleast I thought so. I wake up in the middle of the night with his butt pressed against my doodle and I just stay there. I manage to fall back asleep and when I wake up about an hour later his hand is on my doodle too. My hearts racing but i feel so calm. I gently move my arm over his body so it looked as though we were cuddling. Then I hear him wake up and he said "RJ what are you doing?" I was too scared to say anything so I just stay there in silence. He said hello again and pushed my hand back over, slid to the other side of the bed and fell back asleep. Mind you he was in only his boxers and I was in boxers and a t-shirt. Im so used to sleeping with him that I though nothing of it till now. Hes one of my best friends and is more like a younger brother to me. Hes 13. So i never thought of doing anything with him. I mean yea hes verrry attractive but I just always saw him as my brother. Maybe my brothers gay lol 

When I woke up he had already left his house because he had to do a parade. His mom dropped me off at my house on her way over there. I said I had to complete my homework but really Im here typing this. I will see him later today because were going to go see a movie. Me, him, and Chad. I'll see if I want to talk to him about it. Wish me luck and I'll c ya latuh. pyce

DANG THIS WAS A LONG POST. HOPE YOU ENJOY IT THOUGH :)